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Happy Anniversary,darling ;)

Monday, November 21, 2011 / 11:11 PM

It was our anniversary on the 11th of November but we celebrated it one day later :S But its fine, we had great night after all :)

We had our dinner in Chalet- Equatorial Hotel, KL. Chalet serves fine Swiss cuisine with an international feel.

Some photos credit to stephtan.com

It was a really nice and comfortable place, love the ambience there :)

The band that gave us surprise, played and sang lovely songs for us as Chalet celebrated our Anniversary for us :)

Received a chocolate cake with a card given by Chalet ♥

xoxo
Jean>

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Attended any Halloween Party?

/ 10:46 PM

Seriously wanted to blog way earlier but my laziness stops me from blogging again :X Yes, I know. I just couldn't get rid of my laziness! So yeah, just gonna briefly blog about what I wanted to blog, not gonna write long though :p

Spent my Halloween night working in The Geographer located in Puchong Boulevard. My job was really simple, just walk around with one partner and sell the red devil headband and 'bloodpack', the special drink which you can only get it on that night :) That place was nicely decorated that night, the staffs are all in their costumes, full with the feeling of Halloween. There were lots of activities prepared such as free face drawing, magic show, contests and prizes were given out all night long! You'll definitely enjoy it if you were there :D

The creepiest girl whole night walking around quietly and appearing beside you without you knowing :S

Look at this gorgeous, she's the MC of that night ;)

xoxo
Jean>

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Newcomer!

Sunday, October 23, 2011 / 1:16 PM

Introducing my new family member:

Phoebe, her name but we call her Bibi :)

She's super adorable ♥

The only problem is that she's too shy and afraid of many things. It took us quite long to actually let her get used to us. Kinda troublesome :S

After all the hardship for around 3 or 4 weeks:

FINALLY she accepts human hands!! I'm so so so happy!! :D

Hope that she can get along well with us ;)

xoxo
Jean>

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I hate the downs in life :|

Sunday, August 14, 2011 / 1:00 PM

Yes yes I know, it has been like 37427549724597394 years since I last update on this dead blog :S I'm really too lazy to update it and even lazy to open it. *Oops* I felt the blog crying as I have abandoned it. So yeah, updating it now :|

Having holiday and its ending soon, hate to realize that its ending so soon. I NEED more HOLIDAY!!! I don't wish to know my exam result, really don't wanna think about it. When class starts again, I'm so gonna be dead as I am sure that I've failed at least one subject. Fml. Thinking of college really make me sick. Why did I choose Lancaster in the first place? Never stop regretting :(

Okay, enough of the sad things. I've worked a few jobs in this holiday. Was hoping for more jobs but don't know why, no one wants to hire me. *Emo* I need jobs for moneyyyyy! :S I wanna spend, yes, I love shopping but I know I don't have the money to shop so I always go hunting for cheap stuffs :p At least it satisfies my shopping mood :p

Took some studio shoot as well :) Love them ♥

There are many ups and downs in life and that is so true! ;)

xoxo
Jean>

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Soon. Depression.

Tuesday, July 12, 2011 / 10:24 AM

Just don't feel right. Everything seems to be very negative in my mind, no longer a positive thinker :( Studies is the stressful part. I want to get the Hons cert but I don't seem to be qualified. This is only the first sem and I'm already starting to give up :/ I feel so dumb! So stupid.

Having my final exam nw, bt I cant even rmb or some I don't even understand what I'm reading even if I try hard. My will of studying in this difficult course has gone.

Why is every part of our life is so difficult to walk through? :X

xoxo
Jean>

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Negative Mind of Mine.

Tuesday, May 17, 2011 / 5:39 PM

"Of course there is not formula for success except, perhaps, an unconditional acceptance of life and what it brings."

Seems to be quite negative recently, can't really tell why. I really dislike the path I'm taking now, regret, but I know I have no time to be regret. I have to continue walking and walking till the very end. There is still a very long way to go and I shall never give up.

No one ever says that life is easy but I find it extremely difficult, so difficult that sometimes I feel like breaking down. I want to change my life, can I? I hate myself for having a passion on something that I can't pursue in as everyone knows the future of the path will not be good. I hate it that I can't study what I am interested in and forced to choose others which I have no interest in at all. It is really difficult to force yourself to do something that you dislike. Suffering in this current situation :/ I hate to accept the fact that I'm stupid! Reading the same article for many times yet I still don't understand it and of course, remember nothing from what I have read before! Fml.

Often have a thinking of giving up, but I cannot afford to do so. I'm tired of trying to live up to everyone's expectation. I'm gonna continue my life with something different, I'll do it on my own way but please don't put high expectation on me.

Ending with a smile, gotta learn to start and end my day with a smile :)

Please lend me your hand to rebuild my confidence in life by just clicking on the advertisements in my blog, every click will make my day better :) Thank you.

xoxo
Jean>

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Life is at a Standstill

/ 5:21 PM

it has been never been like this, Life is at a standstill
not quite sure of what i want
don’t know what more that i need to do,
feels like a soul devoid of life;

one moment my joy knew no bounds,
a new beginning is what i got,
a new meaning to a lonely existence,
i was happy;

as reality dawned on me,
i felt my happiness come crashing down,
all in one big thud, i wondered
if my luck was anything but bad;

i try to find a reason,
i try to find a cure,
i tried all that was possible,
but it feels as if my life has come to a standstill;

i don’t want to give up,
i don’t want to cave in so easily,
so i am desperately plotting my revenge
against a life that has become mundane;
(and take control of it once and for all
before i lose my sanity and question my very existence)

Credit to: Praveen

xoxo
Jean>

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I love you ♥
Happy Anniversary,darling ;) Monday, November 21, 2011 / 11:11 PM 11/11/11 ♥ Happy Anniversary! It was our anniversary on the 11th of November but we celebrated it one day later :S But its fine, we had great night after all :) We had our dinner in Chalet- Equatorial Hotel, KL. Chalet serves fine Swiss cuisine with an international feel. Some photos credit to stephtan.com It was a really nice and comfortable place, love the ambience there :) The band that gave us surprise, played and sang lovely songs for us as Chalet celebrated our Anniversary for us :) Received a chocolate cake with a card given by Chalet ♥ xoxo Jean> Back to the Top :) Attended any Halloween Party? / 10:46 PM Seriously wanted to blog way earlier but my laziness stops me from blogging again :X Yes, I know. I just couldn't get rid of my laziness! So yeah, just gonna briefly blog about what I wanted to blog, not gonna write long though :p Spent my Halloween night working in The Geographer located in Puchong Boulevard. My job was really simple, just walk around with one partner and sell the red devil headband and 'bloodpack', the special drink which you can only get it on that night :) That place was nicely decorated that night, the staffs are all in their costumes, full with the feeling of Halloween. There were lots of activities prepared such as free face drawing, magic show, contests and prizes were given out all night long! You'll definitely enjoy it if you were there :D The creepiest girl whole night walking around quietly and appearing beside you without you knowing :S Look at this gorgeous, she's the MC of that night ;) xoxo Jean> Back to the Top :) Newcomer! Sunday, October 23, 2011 / 1:16 PM Introducing my new family member: Phoebe, her name but we call her Bibi :) She's super adorable ♥ The only problem is that she's too shy and afraid of many things. It took us quite long to actually let her get used to us. Kinda troublesome :S After all the hardship for around 3 or 4 weeks: FINALLY she accepts human hands!! I'm so so so happy!! :D Hope that she can get along well with us ;) xoxo Jean> Back to the Top :) I hate the downs in life :\| Sunday, August 14, 2011 / 1:00 PM Yes yes I know, it has been like 37427549724597394 years since I last update on this dead blog :S I'm really too lazy to update it and even lazy to open it. Oops I felt the blog crying as I have abandoned it. So yeah, updating it now :\| Having holiday and its ending soon, hate to realize that its ending so soon. I NEED more HOLIDAY!!! I don't wish to know my exam result, really don't wanna think about it. When class starts again, I'm so gonna be dead as I am sure that I've failed at least one subject. Fml. Thinking of college really make me sick. Why did I choose Lancaster in the first place? Never stop regretting :( Okay, enough of the sad things. I've worked a few jobs in this holiday. Was hoping for more jobs but don't know why, no one wants to hire me. Emo I need jobs for moneyyyyy! :S I wanna spend, yes, I love shopping but I know I don't have the money to shop so I always go hunting for cheap stuffs :p At least it satisfies my shopping mood :p Took some studio shoot as well :) Love them ♥ There are many ups and downs in life and that is so true! ;) xoxo Jean> Back to the Top :) Soon. Depression. Tuesday, July 12, 2011 / 10:24 AM Just don't feel right. Everything seems to be very negative in my mind, no longer a positive thinker :( Studies is the stressful part. I want to get the Hons cert but I don't seem to be qualified. This is only the first sem and I'm already starting to give up :/ I feel so dumb! So stupid. Having my final exam nw, bt I cant even rmb or some I don't even understand what I'm reading even if I try hard. My will of studying in this difficult course has gone. Why is every part of our life is so difficult to walk through? :X xoxo Jean> Back to the Top :) Negative Mind of Mine. Tuesday, May 17, 2011 / 5:39 PM "Of course there is not formula for success except, perhaps, an unconditional acceptance of life and what it brings." Seems to be quite negative recently, can't really tell why. I really dislike the path I'm taking now, regret, but I know I have no time to be regret. I have to continue walking and walking till the very end. There is still a very long way to go and I shall never give up. No one ever says that life is easy but I find it extremely difficult, so difficult that sometimes I feel like breaking down. I want to change my life, can I? I hate myself for having a passion on something that I can't pursue in as everyone knows the future of the path will not be good. I hate it that I can't study what I am interested in and forced to choose others which I have no interest in at all. It is really difficult to force yourself to do something that you dislike. Suffering in this current situation :/ I hate to accept the fact that I'm stupid! Reading the same article for many times yet I still don't understand it and of course, remember nothing from what I have read before! Fml. Often have a thinking of giving up, but I cannot afford to do so. I'm tired of trying to live up to everyone's expectation. I'm gonna continue my life with something different, I'll do it on my own way but please don't put high expectation on me. Ending with a smile, gotta learn to start and end my day with a smile :) Please lend me your hand to rebuild my confidence in life by just clicking on the advertisements in my blog, every click will make my day better :) Thank you. xoxo Jean> Back to the Top :) Life is at a Standstill / 5:21 PM it has been never been like this, not quite sure of what i want don’t know what more that i need to do, feels like a soul devoid of life; one moment my joy knew no bounds, a new beginning is what i got, a new meaning to a lonely existence, i was happy; as reality dawned on me, i felt my happiness come crashing down, all in one big thud, i wondered if my luck was anything but bad; i try to find a reason, i try to find a cure, i tried all that was possible, but it feels as if my life has come to a standstill; i don’t want to give up, i don’t want to cave in so easily, so i am desperately plotting my revenge against a life that has become mundane; (and take control of it once and for all before i lose my sanity and question my very existence) Credit to: Praveen xoxo Jean> Back to the Top :)	That's Me! 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